Still Waiting..

It feels like just yesterday when you left me and went away,
It was my promise that no matter what, I will stay.
Its been so long that you are gone,
The only option left for me was to move on.

Don't know why I have not cried,
It was so shocking, that my tears had dried.
It was your call to let everything go by,
It was you who wanted that I should not even cry.

Though time has passed and things have changed,
All the mess that happened,looks now is arranged.
I smile more often and talk even more,
I have a spark in my eyes and I don't look sore.

But if you look back you can see me standing there where you had left,
"I'll stay", was my promise that I have kept.

For me at that very moment life had paused,
I could still feel all that what your presence had caused,
When I think about your smile, my heart still skips a beat,
Even in the cold your thought makes me feel the heat.

You filled my life with all the twists and turns,
But my heart still wait for you to return,
Please come back and hold me tight,
Just tell me once that everything's all right.

All I Knew..


When I was a little girl,I never really knew..
from where the sun comes, and finally where it goes.

All I knew that it looked beautiful,
All I knew that birds will sing,
Though I loved the moonlit sky,
But I liked the sun comming in.

I know now that sun is always there,
I don't care about the singing birds,
Coz now I hardly see the rising sun,
Its been long, since any chirping I had heard.

When I was a little girl, the rain drops fascinated me..
The tiny drops pouring down the sky made me wonder,
Why the tap is left turned on, is the God so busy?

All I knew was to run out and dance in the rain,
All I knew was water made me feel good,
I liked making the paper boats,
and loved to see them float.

I know now the theory of evaporation,
And I don't run out to play,
I don't like waitin for the rain to stop,
As m worried what if I get late.

When I was a little girl, I wanted to touch the rainbow..
I wondered how all the colors bend,
It started right above my head, just wanted to see where it ends.

All I knew was it will come after the rain,
All I knew was I have to search the sky,
Always wanted to ride my bike on it,
It made me sad when it went out of sight.

I know now what is refraction,
I know why the colors bend this way,
I have long forgot about its existence,
These days I don't turn my head so high.

When I was a little girl, I always wanted to fly..
Freedom of the birds was what I looked for,
Wanted to see places, from where I never pass by.

All I knew was clouds are very soft,
All I knew was breeze was cold,
I liked making paper air planes,
And I loved to race them against the blue sky.

I know now I can buy air tickets,
And I know one needs wings to fly,
I avoid the unneccesary travel,
When I want a change I just go near by.

I ponder now about my exitence,
But there was a time when I used to live,
Now I am busy trying to get everything,
But there was a time when I use to give.

I have changed like a season,
But I know its still a part of me,
This is not what I thought of my life,
The same little girl is what I want to be.